A first post for 2006. Some have wondered if I had stopped blogging as part of a new year resolution. Indeed it took 12 days to break the silence.

The struggle continues with inspiration which evaporates unexpectedly. Perhaps the obvious lack of balance has at last been too glaring to ignore further. But with no land in sight, the disorientation can be sickening. The emptiness is felt which transcends all facets of life stripping away all colours that decorates it. The monotony is choking often accompanied by the eerie darkness. You can only grapple with hope. Hope that soon there will be light at the end of the tunnel.